well... a broken neck and a broken heart have a lot in common...
but the painful difference is..that you have to live your life with the broken heart.. an with a broken neck it is commonly over with bad feelings and pain..
since this morning i'm single again..ruined my day and surely my whole weekend.. i took a day off from work to come down... besides with all that crap in my mind now it's nearly impossible to be productive...
so.. what now?... i'm alone... one of the reasons for moving to munich is gone... many hopes for the future are gone as well...
but yeah.. thats life... and it'll go on as it always goes... i don't know how at the moment.. but it will..
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Mood:
Sadness -
Listening to: Korpiklaani, Amon amarth, Omnia, eluveitie
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Reading: the Edda, Halo and Artbooks, Terry Pratchet, Faust
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Watching: Herioc movies like Gladiator, Braveheart etc.....
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Playing: Halo2
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Eating: I don't have time to find names for my creations
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Drinking: Water, Beer, met, wine, and more water
Wünsche ich dir jedenfalls.
Vielleicht kommt auch Wolke 7 wieder mal bei dir vorbeigeschwebt
Aber solange es besser geht
yes.. thats the flow of time. if one door is closed for you, another one get opened.
now, a few months later, i feel much better, and i can see the advantages of beeing solo
i have more time for painting and nowone is yelling at me if i drink an after work beer
i'll do my best!
and yes I'm feeling better now. but it was a very hard time the first weeks. suddenly alone, etc.
but well, as always, life goes on right? and theres much time to find new love and be happy again